and ur being an incredible fool. bc everybody, everybody, has been in ur situation. We've all made mistakes in life, with family, friends, relationships, jobs. We've all done things that we've had to at some point say we were wrong, do something we never thought we would do, and apologize. In order to get on track with a loved one or whatever it is that we fucked up. We've all been there. we've all taken a hit on our pride. what is so goddamn special about u that u can't?