In the past two weeks I am finding out how true this is. I've lost a close friend, been told to fuck off, told I'm not cared about, been told I'm a person people don't want to know, and had rumors spread about me. It's all killing me. I care too much about things and people in life. Maybe that's the problem. I shouldn't. At least they all let me know where I stood which at least I appreciate. I just want the pain to end. Ec.