The Prodigy. Olga Smirnova. Bolshoi Theatre - "I may eat lunch but the music form the rehearsals keeps playing in my head. I 'm about to go to sleep and my mind is full with the variations I danced today. I think of new yeas to dance it. Make it more musical, add a stress…I think it's an addiction. You feel unwell when it's missing. it's kind of a strange desire to go and torture yourself." I do, too.