It's more than just "like" my body is trying to kill me, my body IS trying to kill me on the inside. Lupus SLE is a frakking bitch! So is Fibro, RA, etc. Living with Chronic Pain is an endless nightmare of fear :(
Yeah, sums it up. Made me look at life and the people in mine a lot differently. Life is too short to be anything but happy and everyone deserves happiness. No one should ever feel good about taking someones happiness and destroying it.
"I'm always scared to say how I really feel. No one wants to hear 'It's getting worse.' Everyone wants to hear 'It's finally better.' But what if it isn't? What if I'm lying?" --- Dealing with PTSD, anxiety, and depression is a constant battle.