Let it go! Is it really necessary to hold on to it? Let it go now. Its too heavy. Just let it go. You know you want to. Don't be afraid. You know you need to. You know life will get better once you do. Let it go now. Just let it go,
NO it is not a HAPPY moment. It is a terrifying moment. Happiness may or may not come later. You'll be happy if you made the right choice which you will never know in the present. Letting go can also be the most devastating thing.