People always ask me, ‘You have so much confidence. One day I decided that I was beautiful, and so I carried out my life as if I was a beautiful girl … It doesn’t have anything to do with how the world perceives
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to
I think this is the way I'm going to live my life from now on.I don't like this pain I feel all over my body right now.What's the point? Eventually, everyone leaves anyways and all I'm left with is a shattered heart and difficult breathing.
"Note to self: I don't have to take this day all at once, but rather, one step, one breath, one moment at a time. I am only one person. Things will get done when they get done." [with a steaming cup of tea in a red mug and raindrops on a windowpane"]
Me right now at this exact time while writing this I wish I could tell my parent how much I need a countless or therapist or something to diagnose me with anxiety or depression so I can be understood and get help for one in my worthless life