It's specific moments that dome back to me at inconvenient but fitting times, like scenes in a movie, maybe a movie Id watch, but one someone else would write. I don't write things with sad endings Im not mature enough to do it correctly. Movies are the fairytale, the reality is what I'm living in and what in living in plays like it's being written by someone too austentatious and jerks off to Shakespeare but acts like he's a Hemmingway fan when in reality he thinks he's over rated, which I do.