It hurts, no one can understand how you really feel. We hide our pain, put on a brace face and carry on. Being strong is hard especially for long periods of time, coping on your own. I feel the pain of others, I really do.
But I don't want to loose you because whenever I think about not having you in my life my teeth start to hurt. My heart starts to beat weird and it's hard to breath. Your my but I know it's not the same the other way around
secret love is the best love, no one knows what it is between you two and you could be years apart and still find something to connect on. And not telling anyone what it is you connect on makes it all the better. It's your seceret and you both keep it.