They say that you find yourself, try to become a better person all your shitty friend they will be gone. God will not allow you to work on you, let you get better and heal and keep bad friends that influence you the wrong way. that is not going to happen.
let it be.let it be. Sometimes in life I have to relearn the same thing over and over before I get it. It's time for me to let it be and move on. Dwelling does nothing but hurt. Time to focus on myself and my family.