If he truly cares for me, he'd allow me to pay up in total instead of this so called "mercy" of prolonged suffering in isolation, never to experience some of the simple joys like compassion, love, happiness, loyalty, true friendship, a fun relationship. It's always, never good enough, no one ever seeing my value, never being worth it, no second chances, or just being dropped & replaced with less. What kind of life is this? He doesn't care for me.. So neither shall I for him. #ExpectationsManaged