Is it God who speaks ,when the sun shines in the church window? I always thought that it was God talking to just me, shining down on me. And if I had did something that I shouldn't have done. I felt a bit of punishment, shame and quilt. Once again confusion about life, what is good and what is bad? Do we believe in a higher power? I have believed in God as long as I can remember, it was in steeled in me as a child. I didn't have a choice in the matter.