Look at the smile on his face. That is the smile of a man who once wanted to kill himself, almost lost his best friend, and has been through being called fat, and people saying that he was better fat. Little did they know, a couple years from that he would be performing with one of the worlds biggest bands. He thought that he was better off dead and no one would care. He saved thousands of lives, but not if he had killed himself. Look at him now, he's one of the happiest guys on the planet.