“Most of us do follow, in our personal lives, the Twelve suggested Steps to recovery ... We do this from choice. We prefer recovery to death. Then, little by little, we ... conform because we want to.” AA Co-Founder, Bill W., January 1947 “Will AA Ever Have a Personal Government?” The Language of the Heart
She became silent. There were no longer any words to describe the absence of emotion within her heart. She went from arguing to being upset, now feeling nothing at all. She became silent because you were no longer worth fighting for.
Forgive yourself for not being at peace. the moment you completely accept your non-peace, your non-piece is transmuted into peace. Anything you accept fully will get you there, will take you into peace. This is the miracle of surrender.
I can't tell you how true this quote actually is. I do still love him. And my heart continues to feel broken, every. I love him. However, I love our kids and me sooooo much more, than him.