Christine, I love you. The length he held this note compared to how long Raoul held it....tells you all you need to know right there. Sure, Erik was a psychopath but he truly believed he loved her more than anything in the world.
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Yep. Hadley's Raoul was the first Raoul I cared about, Ramin's Erik is simply brilliant, and Sierra is Christine.