unknown to those who do not know them well - they hold themselves to an even higher standard than they do others - which is nothing less than the standard of perfection and internalize failure in a deep and hidden way." This me!
You are under no obligation to be the same person you were a year, a month, or even 15 minutes ago. You have the right to grow. This is your journey and your life! We're so proud of you and how you always strive to be the best version of Y-O-U!