Your freedom is the most expensive thing that you own, even if you didn't pay for it yourself. Your American freedom was/is paid for by American warriors. Your Spiritual freedom was paid for on a cruel cross by Jesus.
If I ever find myself not knowing what to do my back up plan is to go to a military college. At the military academy in Ottawa along with learning to become a soldier they can teach you a trade as an alternate source of income.
All modern wars are fabrications for evil God Desires that we stop killing each other, we are all brothers and sisters. God is no respecter of persons as all of the people of the world are His Children.