Ich bin okay - aber tief im Inneren - Es tut wirklich weh. / Habe Depressionen, so dass es manchmal weh tut / I'm Okay - But deep inside - It really hurts . / Have have depression, so it hurts sometimes
I've been through the storm and rain and God has came through from me all the time. Be strong and keep holding on! I promise He will come through for you. You're breakthrough and healing is right around the corner.
May the Lord dig up the stones of pain, regret, and angst from your soil and deliver you once and for all. May he turn over the soil of your heart and plant new seeds of faith, vision, and purpose specific to your life's calling.
I have found this to be true, though God does not have to be this way - He chooses to be. God's plan is always the best. Sometimes the process is painful and hard. But don't forget that when God is silent, He's doing something for you.