Cant Trust Anyone!
And the thing you have to understand about her is she'll kill what she desperately wants, out of fear of the pain. Because somewhere along the way someone convinced her she didn't deserve it. So she destroys, telling herself holding the knife hurts less. - I wish I could make you see that you're worth it, I feel like this is what you did. Either that, or you lied to me because you wanted someone else more. I guess I'll just have to take your word for it, because all I asked for was honesty.
being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong...part of being the bigger person. Sometimes it sucks following what our parents taught us to be right and just! Yes! And Why can't I pop out 5.3 kids and live off the system, collect an income, buy my cigarettes, Lotto tickets, and beer and let the kids raise themselves?!!! Because my parents gave me a conscience...DAMN THEM!!!
That's what I'm scared of. I didn't give up. You gave up on me. And I'm sick if you saying I'm rich. I'm not. Which is why I am in the situation I'm in. Ive been busy with school so I can support myself and my children. If you couldn't see that basic issue was taking place then you were the one with the rose colored glasses. I see it as an extraordinarily selfish and self-centered way for you to see me.
I know that hate is a strong word. I don't hate myself but I dislike a lot of things. I know that I have family that love me, but what about my friends? I'm really short I know that, but clothes that don't fit right make me feel fat. With our society all messed up how am I supposed to love myself and be confident?
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